Monday, February 05, 2007

The Wrong Love

This should solve most of the problems, he thought, for he just had one problem. It was already the next day he still wasn’t asleep. Heart had overtaken the brain. The very thought of her doubled his heart beat. Brain didn’t like it and kept telling his heart “Girls are all bitches” “Never fall for one”. Heart would never listen as it was trying to command the brain – “Go for her” “She’s the one whom you were waiting so long”… When two of your most important organs clash you can clearly say you are in love with the wrong girl. You are never this clear when in love.

All he could do was to switch the channels in remote showing all his frustrations to the poor TV remote control. Why are girls like this? Playing around with poor guys emotions??? He had known her for the past eight months but the last eight days were different. She was slowing entering him, he thought, but before even he realized, she had control on him. It seem like he meekly surrendered. But for his brain, he was falling on her feet. The chauvinistic attitude that defined him was no where to be seen as if it lost meaning like his life would without her.

You can’t live without her, go die… Heart commanded with every beat. Heart needed pain, more pain and more pain to survive. Think of her, Hurt yourself, Feel the Pain: Heart commands. He couldn’t sleep for she was in his eyes. “Someone help me please” he wished he could yell out. It wasn’t clearly the ‘LOVE’, the rational brain digs out example from his own life but all that doesn’t suffice at the moment. Just ask her to speak for sometime, I’ll fall asleep…

Man her voice, her looks, her face, her voice…: Heart was pounding
And her boy friend… It is very obvious that she had one : the Brain
Never Mind, go ahead propose…: Heart

Intelligence and brilliance were of no use to him now. Just like the virus which takes over immune system, she was taking over him. All he wanted to do was to cry out loud “I love you”… Doing this might calm him for sometime but then what stops??? Brain! Yes it can't make him get so low…
“Heart Beats but Brain Thinks” – realize and get back to sleep, he told himself.