Me, Myself and My Attitude

My attitude, never let me fall in love. I could never understand this stupid act. What finding ‘True’ love takes? Nothing, but time, lot. Time is proportional to the kind of love. I realized. I never had the time. Not true. I was too lazy. Perfect. I could never convince myself spending time on this. There was this most beautiful girl; I met at my college railway station. I couldn’t take my eye off her. She’s the most beautiful girl I ever met in my life so far. I figured she comes to the station 0815 sharp. Well I tried, she smiled. But 0815 consistency was too big a task and easy to give up. It’s hard – forgetting the girl but 0815 was harder or may be hardest.

I never followed but was followed. People say that’s the attitude. Change it. You’ll never find love. I can never for my attitude is what I’m. Did you count the ‘I’? That’s dominance and that’s attitude. I started liking it. I started liking myself. You have to for you are the only one. Am I ashamed? Oh, never. I boost of it. Yeah, I can cover up and act good. Why bother? People will hate, who cares! How many think of soda as gas contained in a liquid contained in solid? That’s complex thinking. Well I like it this way.

Girls, the topic of most guys interest. I talk too much girls. I do, I hate them. I talk to hate them. I say they are gorgeous to hate them. Why hate them? For I haven’t got one to love, so I hate them all - Could be. I don’t see what I’m looking for! What am I looking for? Its complex, most won’t agree with me. A career oriented, independent, not in look out for a guy to lead her life but won’t mind a guy in her life. The inner meanings of all are the same. There are lots of deceptions roaming around. I got deceived couple of times. From the very small percentage of this rare individuals, finding one is real hard. But I like to succeed in this. Again, I’m not on the look out but won’t mind one.

Who writes something like this - I do. Will someone care to understand or even read after first two words? I doubt, but then, I don’t care. May be my soul mate will…